Friday, February 20, 2009
Do you ever have those days where if someone looked at you funny you burst out in tears? I am just way too sensitive... first of all I woke up this morning with very negative thoughts about myself... although true... its probably not good to dwell on the negative. But yesterday I realized I have become a completely selfish person... Anyway so then I get to work and well lets just say something wasn't done correctly and so of course I was talking bad about myself and then to have that happen the tears just started to come I couldn't stop them. I knew I was crying for no reason but when I would tell myself that I would cry harder... Boy do I hate being sensitive!!! Anyway I realize I shouldn't post this but sometimes I just need to let it out, so I'm going to anyway.... sorry for the negativity:)
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You know, I wish I had been around to see it. Then we could at least laugh about it later. We're a passionate family...I guess we let it get to us sometimes...even at work...in front of everyone...
I am the type that truly wears my heart on my sleeve. And it is often a source of embarrassment for me, but at the same time, I don't believe being sensitive is always a bad thing. Keep your chin up! You have a soft heart and much goodness inside you. I'm sorry for your bad day! Good thing we can all start again tomorrow, and it can only get better from here!
Hey Crys! I'm so sorry you had a bad day. I wish I was there so you could feel like you could talk to me when life gets you down. I know that I have often felt that way, but I don't anymore, I'm strong enough to take your problems too, so lay it on me sister! (smile) Then at least we can cry together, right?
I know you just need to let it out, but I have to tell you that I have been in that position more than a million times in the past 9 years. Life is no fun with a low self-esteem. Here is what I do know....
#1 you are a beautiful lady, inside and out.
#2 you always know how to make me smile.
#3 when you're excited about something you glow brightly, and I love seeing that and sharing your joy with you!
#4 you're a GREAT listener and when the occasion calls for it a great motivator.
#5 you care more about others than you do about yourself....you're not selfish, never have been, you just think that by wanting something that means something to you, you are being selfish. In otherwords...you don't like yourself much, so you feel (deep down) that your time is better used giving to others. So when you do think about yourself you think you're selfish......Did any of that make sense?
#6 you went to college and got smarter than me....How did I let that happen?
#7 you're my little sister so you have to be special.
#8 you served an honorable mission - which is more than I can say for myself...LOL
#9 you believe in the gospel of Jesus Christ (the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints) That is amazing in and of its self especially in this time and age.
#10 You always remember my birthday and make me feel special. I know the date makes it easy to remember, but all the same...LOL
And as a BONUS ROUND you drive a better car than meso that makes you the QUEEN and VERY important!!!
Sure love you Crys! Have a fantabulas week!
Love ya!
I like what Aimee said. Ditto for me-k. I love you. I have no idea why you think bad stuff about you. We all suck a lot. But we're all pretty damn great too. Don't forget about the good you. She far out-weighs any negatives.
Thanks for the words of encouragement... I promise I wasn't searching for compliments... I am fully aware that I am too sensitive and I think the thing I need to learn the most is... Chill out! its not the end of the world!!!! Anyway I am doing much better now it was just a day or week I guess! And I'm learning from it and making the appropriate changes.. Running has definantly helped!!!
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